It's a slow simmering that comes to a constant boil. And then as it boils at a constant heat, the good leaves the pot as steam and what remains is just a dried up muck stuck at the bottom, stuck so bad that you just have to throw out the entire pot. My anger, my patience, my emptying...

Isn't it tiring when your home should make you feel light like you're shielded from the world and its problems, but in actuality your home is where problems lie and there's no way for you to escape because now you're backed into this corner called "home". Isn't it tiring when your home should make you feel light like...

I don't need to hear "I understand you" nor "I'm on your side" no, I don't need these shit however, what I certainly don't want to hear is shit like "Dude you can't say that" or "No matter what you're wrong". The fuck why? Now I can't even express my feelings? Oh because my feelings are wrong and...

I realized I always make piercings and tattoos decisions when under some sort of duress. Like when the pain of my dad's passing or something else kicks in, I just choose piercings and tattoos as a form of distraction. I guess I really cannot say it heals me because I get a needle urge every few months so...

Last night, I dreamt of my dad. Honestly, I never knew how to deal with those. While the dreams are always just that, dreams, of happier days, I find myself always waking up bolting upright, holding my head in my hands with tears running down my face, my morning breath probably more stinked up from my vulgar groans...

You areA peace and a flameYou steady and stir meAll at once----------------------------Those words could not have been more accurate for how he made me feel, and even better, he felt the same way too. He was my safe haven, and my anger. He drove me more insane than I thought possible, but just being near him brought me...

 whatever man fuck you all.  whatever man fuck you all. ...

I am fine. Dominant people are always turned into aggressors. I've lived 27 long years, it wouldn't be the first time I'm painted the villain. I should honor the fact that people see me as some unfeeling invincible monster that never feels any hurt. Thanks for thinking I'm that strong. I am fine. Dominant people are always turned...

Sparklers have an introduction, development, climax and conclusion. It's said that it's representative of humans and their lifetimes. Firstly the "Peony", constantly burning through oxygen, it gets bigger and bigger rapidly, kind of like youth. Next a "Pine Needle", they give off such violent sparks but are still one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen. After...