Just woke up. Feeling very very sad. Idk how else to describe. I've decided not to check facebook anymore. Stalking random friends makes me sad because I think of how damn close we used to be but now we're just so damn distant. We've all found our own separate besties. Which makes me wonder, is there anyone out there who'd cherish the memories they've made tgt with me? But screw this. I'm not going to dig up the past.

Next thing I'm about to say is prolly my greatest lesson learnt in life:

"I won't 重色轻友 one, don't worry."

Why'd I even believe that line of bullshit? I thought that our friendship was one and only. Who'd knew that it would be one of the many to break apart thanks to new-found love. Then, I realize that all along I was the only one holding on so dearly to our friendship. That it's funny how fragile our fship was.

"After I stead I won't change one."
"I'm not the kind to 重色轻友. You know me what, right?"
"Please lah I'm not like those guys."

Really? Is that the best you can do? I thought I knew you but before I know it, where'd the "友" from "重色轻友" go? The word's there for a reason. It means that a person still has both fship and rship but will always prioritize the latter.

But ditching friends for girlfriends? Breaking promises? Becoming aye dick? Sorry you've erased "友" from your life. And you've lost me just like how I've lost you.