Feeling super crappy now. Crying my eyes out. Idk how I've endured all these BS for so long. But today's the day I finally explode. It's like the toughest straw in my 17 years of life finally broke. I'm not your little pony that heeds your every bidding as and when you command, as and when you whip. This sucks ok wtf. What sucks even more is how I don't have the guts to type out what I really feel to any of you at all. Fail? Well I had to beg my mum for permission for this 'fail' ass crap. I really had alot to handle today ok I can't take this anymore... WHAT AM I TO YOU GUYS?