Y U NO SHUDDAP

I can't trust anyone anymore. Pao tou here, pao tou there, very fun? I tell you a secret because I trust you. I just need a listening ear! I'm not expecting any reactions from you at all. You can just stone but just let me confide in you but why pao tou me? In your sense, you might not think it as pao tou because you think that you're doing the right thing. You think it's ok to spread my secret around because you are spreading it with "good intentions of wanting people to help me". You think I will forgive you for spreading my secret because you are trying to help me. Sorry!! I strongly reject your help. Even if you paid me 1million to accept help, I won't because I just want your fucking god damn listening ear. Is it so hard to just take in and not speak out?

Recently, I encountered a rare case of take-in-and-not-speak-to-you-ever-again. It's ok! I'm ok. You don't understand why I started it. You don't even know what I've been going through. You don't try to think in my stead. Did you even ask me why I started it? No. You just cut off all contacts and that's it. It's like I'm some filthy lowlife and you're going all out to distance yourself from me. Like if we could each stay at opposite ends of the Earth, you'd choose that. The next day, people tell me they know what I've been doing. Who's to be blamed? Don't tell me you ratted me out because you care. BULLSHIT. If you cared, you would've thought of the humiliation I'd have to face after you ratted me out.

Don't tell me I'm wrong and you're right. Why can't you accept me for what I am doing and want to impose your thinkings onto me? I am not imposing mine onto you so what kind of fuckery are you pulling on me?