The time now is 12:06 AM. I just checked my gpa probably 20 minutes ago. The first time I opened the browser, I couldn't believe it so I closed it. And then I opened it again and I saw the fucking number.

"Hahahahahahaha what a joke", was what I thought.

I laughed to myself and the first person I thought of calling was Shahirah. And I started crying as soon as it started ringing. And I hurried her to go bathe after she told me she just got back from work because I knew I'd cry even more. So we hung up. And I cried even more. And then I opened the browser again. And then I started laughing. And I got this tingling feeling which made me cry some more. And so for the past minutes I've been laughing, crying, laughing, crying.

The time now is 12:27 AM. My blanket is drenched in tears, my laptop is wet I can picture sparks shooting out and my laptop catching fire.