Inferiority complex, coming right up!

I'm never good enough. For anything. For anyone.

My friends often whine about how they've been single for 2 years, maybe 3, and jokingly announce themselves as nuns. But hey come on, I've been single for 17 years and any slight progress between a guy and I has always turned out to be a complete failure. So am I like some bishop or better yet, a pope?

This just doesn't make sense. Who doesn't know how to say, "Just wait for the right guy to come. It's just not your time yet." Thanks but I've heard this all too often to even feel the least bit consoled. I've been waiting for the right time for 17 years so just tell me, how long more do I have to wait? 10 years? 20 years? Will the right guy appear only when I'm on the brink of succumbing to solitary life? Giving advice and receiving advice are 2 completely different things.

Will somebody just come out and tell me straight in my face if there's something wrong with me? If I will ever be worth something to someone? Seriously just tell me something, anybody. I've never felt so inferior nor uncertain in my whole life.

I'm just never good enough. Never. Sitting cross-legged on my bed, with only my night light on and looking out the window. I'm not being over-emotional but it's this time of the night.