A short moment of reminiscing

That short peaceful moment when music is playing and I'm just sitting on my bed, looking out and leaning on the window sill with the window opened, smoking a stick. Don't know why but I thought of Matt. Thought of our bus rides together, everytime we took 180 from boonlay to panjang or the other way round. Was nice leaning against him with his arms around me. Haha and he liked to play with my hair, twirling it or pulling it across my face to make it look like a moustache. Haha that was nice, really. Honestly I'm pretty much over him but I don't  think I can ever forget the times we spent together. I mean, it's nice to reminisce on because it was so damn sweet. But, I have no more hopes nor wants to get back together with him. That's good I guess?

Though it's quite stupid, the fact that I can get over him but cannot forget the times we spent together? Cause wait haha I don't even know if that makes sense or not because does it mean that I'm still not over him if I still can't forget? I don't think so right? Wait, now I'm just getting myself all confused hahaha fuck this.