Friends

I really thank my friends who know my blog and actually follow and read my blog. Of course, it being a public blog actually holds me back and restricts me a lot on what to post and what not to post. As a result, there has been an accumulating number of long, truthful, heart-felt drafts piling up in my "Posts" folder. Too many a times I have considered switching the privacy setting to "Private", to allow only myself to read but then I think to myself, what is the point in creating a blog then? I might as well start a diary. But no, the point of creating this blog is to let my friends know what I'm feeling, doing and going through, without having to tell them myself.

The fact that this is a public blog restricts me into keeping some posts vague, which can be convenient in its own way. Friends will know better to not ask, close friends will know that I am feeling moody over something, closer friends will have a rough idea of that "something" and ask me personally what's going on. Obviously I won't disclose everything to whoever asks me, but my closer friends will end up knowing the contents of the drafts I keep in my "Posts" folder through my own mouth.

And I like the way this is. :) I guess I can say that my blog is serving its purpose well. Hahaha. And I just really really appreciate everyone who reads my blog! Though Xinying, you are one big stalker but you are my favourite stalker so... Happy stalking!

Ciao!