Day 100

Gone, but never forgotten. These 100 days kind of passed in a blur. I still miss you. Miss coming home in the AM and being greeted by you who'd come out of the study room, there listening to rock songs on YouTube from your habit of waking up in the middle of the night. I miss you saying "Good night", miss you coming into my room to feel the temperature from my forehead when I'm not feeling well, miss waking up to seeing you all cozied up in your favourite corner of the sofa watching the usual channel on StarHub, miss waking up to proud and cute you whipping up a simple meal in the kitchen for the both of us before I head off to work.

Fuck I told myself I wouldn't cry and I was holding back so hard while typing these words out. I just really miss you. Always. Nothing's the same without you. Though I still am a failure of a daughter. I'm sure you'd know, watching me from where you are now. But this too shall pass, you'll see. Because I'm very much blessed by you with a group of precious people who love me and stay with me through whatever gets me down. :')

Gnight, papa.

Always loving you,

Your one and only daughter.