Destructive

Met up with Joel today. From his psychological deduction, I'm in a destructive phase of my life right now, which I wouldn't deny.  Just rolled myself a hit that makes it my 11th day consecutively. Can't seem to stay sober for a day, whether this or alcohol. At this point, what I could use least is a relationship really. I don't wanna cut myself off so soon. Just keeping my options opened and having fun.

As Joel said, "Why go halfway? Since you're already going down to hell, what's the point of stopping at the first level? Go down to the deepest depth of hell! If you wanna rob a bank, make sure you're the best most wanted robber! If you go to prison don't aim for lock-up, go for maximum security!"