Solitude for the soul

2 days ago, I received a call at unearthly 1AM from a perfect stranger. I decided not to pick up and I don't regret one bit. Well, seeing that you routinely call me every few months at such unearthly hour I'm pretty sure it's just another petty quarrel with your priority. So dear, please stop looking for me for any sideline mental and/ or physical release, if yknow what I mean, because I ain't fucking around no more. You missed your chance, you may now proceed to your corner to regret and wallow in self-pity. Yes, I sometimes feel alone but I don't dislike it. I'm ok settling my meals alone, shopping at Popular and Kinokuniya for hours then leaving with their shopping bags, stopping by Coffee Bean with a latte while going through my loots. I am in my opinion, spending alone time quite efficiently so please stop finding me for casual fucks. I'm done with all that.

I feel like being by myself with no distractions helps clear my mind to focus and really take notice of the details in my surroundings. Every moment of solitude makes me feel like I'm rediscovering my environment and myself. And I like it like that.