Still

When life leaves you high and dry

I'll be at your door tonight

If you need help, if you need help.

I'll shut down the city lights

I'll lie, cheat, I'll beg and bribe

To make you well, to make you well.

When enemies are at your door

I'll carry you away from war

If you need help, if you need help.

Your hope dangling by a string

I'll share in your suffering

To make you well, to make you well.

Baby, I'm not moving on

I'll love you long after you're gone.

You will never sleep alone

I'll love you long after you're gone

And long after you're gone, gone, gone.

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Father's Day. Because where's the "Happy" in it? I concede, really quite bitter about seeing all these Father's Day shit on every existing social media. Sucks even more cause I'm not with my mum but here I am, 8h plane ride away from home, seeing all these ingrants doing it 90% out of public obligation; 10% out of love. 

Fuck. Ok, I get that y'all love your dads. I ain't denying your love. But y'all don't need a mark on the calendar to express your love, needless to say in public. Why not you just treat your dad to a meal now and then besides Father's Day, and keep it to your damn self instead of publicizing it? What're you, celebrity?

I'm not expecting people to get a taste of what I feel like because that'd be cursing out your dads but what the hell man, don't commit the same mistake as I did. I'm not bitter because I can't stand seeing others' dads alive, I'm sure there are others feeling the same pain as I do, some even more so compared to my dad who went in peace with hardly any suffering. I'm bitter because it is on these same platforms that I see y'all always complaining about your parents and shit but on this marked date, you put on this bloody facade. For fuck's sake, get over yourself and get real already before you regret.