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Wah really fucking sian sia sometimes... Wanna quickly get attached just so that I can finally be someone's priority. Dk why I so bad mood also I really trip already sia this time. Like nowadays really can't meet any of my fucking friends without their fucking plus ones and then when we do meet alone, either they have to leave early cause their plus one will angry or they decide to leave me to go meet their plus one. So convenient right, leave it to the spontaneous me to help yall kill time?

Tbh I really never whine one but yall cb should at least let me know beforehand right? Meet me already then say then that's like, wtf are you even giving me a choice? When you tell me face to face there's really no more say for me innit? The reason I will third wheel is only because I want to spend more time with my friend THAT IS ALL. BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE WHAT? Asking me to choose to third wheel is like asking me, "You want to spend more time with me or continue the rest of the day all alone by yourself?". Sounds like a shitty low blow doesn't it when I put it into perspective like that? 

Wah kan someone date me lah please I'm fucking begging lah. Let me use you to stop me from being used.