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I know the world doesn't revolve around me. But is it too much to ask to be treated like I matter? I think I made it clear enough from my past 2 weeks of MIA to everyone's surprise that yes, I can actually survive on my own. I'm so tired. I want to sleep and wake up with no emotions. No, I want to sleep and not wake up. I want to sleep forever.