What If

What if we never met? I believe I'd have many more happy moments and less angsty moments. I'm aware of my bad habit of harping on the bad stuff and letting them overwhelm the happy times. I do feel happy when I'm with you but sometimes you really let me taste the worst shit and it's all these shit you give me that soils my memory of you. All those moments of angst you cause me accumulate one after another and eventually, you just really make me wish we'd never met.