I fail to comprehend the happiness you are feeling

Seeing people chat so damn happily and flirt on the phone with their better-halves doesn't please me in the slightest way. I'm sorry to say that but I fail to understand the happiness that you are feeling and showing me. In fact, seeing all of you happy pisses me off and I'm sorry but I cannot bring myself to give all of you my blessings. I don't understand why people need to get into relationships. I no longer crave for any and certainly don't see a need for one. What good does a relationship do anyway? If one can only obtain happiness from a relationship then I say good for you. But there's so many bullshits and ups and downs along the way, it's hardly bearable. Don't tell me being in a relationship is all about going through ups and downs together cause that's total bullshit. If there are countless ups and downs then who needs a relationship like that?

So I figured I don't need anyone. Just dating already gets me all moody, paranoid and insecure. Just dating already changes my whole self to the extent that I can barely recognise myself. So fuck who I want and fuck who I like. Fuck everything. I'm a party kid, I don't need no tying down from no one.