Crying to sleep feels like shit

Bad comment at a bad timing. I thought I'd only get it from mum and honestly whenever people casually say things like, "You stress what sia! Rp so slack! Everyday do rj nia!" I get offended. Honestly, nobody knows anything man. NOTHING AT ALL. Mum doesn't understand, dad doesn't understand, and out of all my friends apparently it seems that only Eveline understands so what does this prove?

You guys honestly think that I didn't try my fucking hardest to land my god damned ass into ngeeann? You guys really think so? Think that after almost 2 years, I still don't wish that I had gone to ngeeann instead? Trust me, with all of my waking hours, waking fucking minutes and seconds, I never once didn't wish that I'd gone to ngeeann instead. Nobody understands the fucking rp system so here goes okay, a slight elaboration for everyone who reads this SLACK rp kid's blog:

(Fyi, we call our tests "UT")
UT1: Written: Microecons (45 min)
                   : Food & Beverage Management (45 min)
UT1: PracticRestaurant & Culinary Practicum
                   : Rooms Operations Practicum
                   : Hotel Information System
                   (All includes oral questions section)

UT2: Written: Microecons (1h 45min)
UT2: Practic : Restaurant & Culinary Practicum
                   : Rooms Operations Practicum
                   : Hotel Information System
                   : Food & Beverage Management
                   (All includes oral questions section)
                   
So far these are the tests. And in case yall don't notice, the number of practical tests increase and so does the duration of the tests. And in case you're wondering why, obviously it's because we cover more and more topics as weeks go by and so there's more to test on.

Some additional info:
1) We have tests in consecutive days
2) We can have multiple tests in a day
3) Our practical tests come with a time limit too
4) We have 1 week study break after UT1 and afters it's UT2 straight

Well I'll be fucked if yall still think it's all free and easy in rp. I won't lie so YES, I AM TRYING TO PROVE THAT WE RP STUDENTS, ESPECIALLY HOSPITALITY STUDENTS, AREN'T HOW YOU GUYS DEEM US TO BE. And honestly I still do regret not going to ngeeann but now, rp is my school. And if yall are passing off judgements and assumptions about my school, I don't see how I can just let it go as passing comments. It's all hurtful, offensive, and unnecessary. I don't see a fucking need for comparisons okay? "Show some courtesy and considerations please guys?", begs the slack rp kid.

This here for my mum and all of you who actually care about my feelings okay, please.

#nowplaying #songofthemoment
Mr. Know-It-All, by Kelly Clarkson

Yall go Google the lyrics on your own lah k, I'm too slack already, just like my school.
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