Breaking point
Shag... Mum and I just had a damn huge quarrel and I just totally shouted, "You honestly think I didn't try to fucking get into ngeeann or sp?!". Wah I really damn sick of this sia seriously if I were a bloody millionaire I would've already paid ngeeann/ sp millions to enrol me into their school leh. As if that dream had never crossed my mind, please sia... Tell me what the fuck is wrong with mum lah somebody? Or what the fuck is wrong with rp?
I really want to sleep now because my eyes are damn shag but I feel like some psycho ass schizo right now yknow, like everyone's comments are all jumbled in my head and swimming around my brain whether it's in text or voices and above all these is mum's voice, shouting.
Wah it's the first time I'm feeling like this really... I think I am finally reaching my breaking point sia... I really don't know what to do right now. I can't sleep, I can't talk to dad and obviously can't talk to mum, there's nobody I can talk to. I don't think I can tell my brother because he's so happily enjoying his honeymoon period with Lira right now. I don't know sia fuck I'm really just... Lost. I really miss my brother damn badly now. Like, really need him with me right now. I wish he were staying under the same roof as me oh god... I trust that he'd definitely defend and protect me if he were here and he'll even let me cry and rant on his shoulder. Really I don't know what's been going on with mum recently and clearly, she doesn't know a thing about my school, modules, and course sia.
I really want to sleep now because my eyes are damn shag but I feel like some psycho ass schizo right now yknow, like everyone's comments are all jumbled in my head and swimming around my brain whether it's in text or voices and above all these is mum's voice, shouting.
Wah it's the first time I'm feeling like this really... I think I am finally reaching my breaking point sia... I really don't know what to do right now. I can't sleep, I can't talk to dad and obviously can't talk to mum, there's nobody I can talk to. I don't think I can tell my brother because he's so happily enjoying his honeymoon period with Lira right now. I don't know sia fuck I'm really just... Lost. I really miss my brother damn badly now. Like, really need him with me right now. I wish he were staying under the same roof as me oh god... I trust that he'd definitely defend and protect me if he were here and he'll even let me cry and rant on his shoulder. Really I don't know what's been going on with mum recently and clearly, she doesn't know a thing about my school, modules, and course sia.