New skin

“I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you 

here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart 

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)” 

― E. E. Cummings

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One fine Tuesday, I was sitting on my toilet bowl smoking and thought, "2016 is coming. 2015 is ending." I thought of what my 2016 resolution would be and I remembered that my resolution for 2015 was to get a tattoo. Well, as fucked up a resolution as it sounds haha. Honestly while I was still with Jerome in 2014, I'd already planned everything out. The quote, the font, where to have it. But my balls shrank last minute and have stayed that way until recently, when I saw 2015 approaching to its end. So I texted Alecs, kudos to Jacob for the recommendation, and immediately got an appointment for 4pm the next day. If you ask me, I'm confused as to whether this whole thing was long-planned or impulsive hahaha. Long-planned initially, impulsive at the end? Does that even make sense? Hahaha.

Anyways, I figured with or without Jerome, attached or not, I really wanted to get this done not for anyone but for myself. And damn straight I feel really good about myself now. If anything, I think I love myself more with this new tattoo. 

For all the love, thank you; for all else judgmental and disapproving, no thank you. Yall stiffs don't matter to me cause yknow what? I'm happy. That's all that matters. Lololove!

Gnight