Memories of that day

I, the great Haya The Hot, have contracted the common cold. What is this even since when am I one to fall sick let alone this peasant disease. Anyway, I think it's got to do with my dad's death anniversary nearing because I've been having successive dreams of those wankers and cunts who gave me shit on that day i.e. my (holds back vomit) malay side and my ex. I'm quite amazed that this happens every year without fail. What do they call this? Psychosomatic? PTSD seems like too serious a diagnosis but well, who knows right I'm an idiot anyway. But really without fail, my dad's birthday and his death anniversary, these dreams hit me. Feeling very amazed together with slightly disturbed but as always, I'll get over this after the actual day as per every year. This is just a phase so yeah, it'll pass.