So far away

I've finally lived long enough to experience how different ideals and beliefs can tear two close friends apart. It pains me how our mindset and approach can be so far apart when I thought I knew pretty much everything about this person. I thought I've seen all there is to this person, even tears, but clearly I haven't looked inside her head. All I see in our conversations, now debates, are flaws for me to poke at. How can someone be so stubborn and blind to her own dilemmas and irony? I fail to see us communicating any further. I just can't bring myself to. I can't deal with someone so different. Not all differences can seek a common ground.

So I'll cut you off.