Day 4

It's Saturday now. Just got home via Abang Yazid's bike, spending my Friday by having dinner with their side and lepz back at their place. Papa, you'd be so happy to see us all have a meal together. If only we'd all taken the time to gather like this for a meal and some chill time afters at Mak Asiah's place. It's so regretful that we only make the effort for such things after your passing. Mama stayed home during the entire time that I was out with them. She'd rather stay home for these 7 days of your passing, not wanting to miss any chance of you passing by our place. I hope she didn't cry too much while I was out. Please watch over her when I'm not around, okay papa? We all miss you very much.

Mak Asiah, Abang Dicky, Abang Yazid and I had a very good time reminiscing about you while watching one of your favorite show on TV, F1. I also had a very good time chatting with Mak Asiah about our past experiences from working in hotels. I never knew we could keep up conversations like that. Many bonds have been strengthened after your passing, papa. You'd be smiling so wide seeing how your passing has helped brought us all together. Alive or not, you are still bringing about so many changes in all of our lives. You are the greatest gift and us 3 siblings will continue your legacy.

Please continue to watch over us as we bond and mature. I love you so much, papa. Good night, give us all sweet dreams okay!